Transition

Living in my life, it's a life of transition I'm seekin' a transmission, can't find it cause it's missin Living in my life, it's a life of transition, can't close the case Stuck inside a liminal space, cause I'm Living in my life, it's a life of transition I'm seekin' a transmission, can't find it cause it's missin Living in my life, it's a life of transition, can't close the case Stuck inside a liminal space, yo it's a Transition, transition it's a Transition, transition it's a Transition, transition I'm living out my mission in this liminal space Yo it's a transition, transition it's a Transition, transition it's a Transition, transition I'm living out my mission in this liminal space I used to be this, I used to be that Used to be productive but for awhile ain't done jack Used to be in part time ministry but it ended and now I'm Wondering how much of my self-image was blended into Fantasy of a pastor, was it props that I was after? If identity comes through what I can do then the job is a disaster Now I'm on a new assignment, I can see the ways I was blinded Now I'm finding realignment, but it still feels like confinement cause The new job is great but it cannot fully fund my vision, and The brass ring opportunity still can't make a decision So I'm trusting the Father and trying not to feel dumb While I wait for something that might never actually come Meanwhile I got bills to pay, gotta pass my car's emissions test Workin' this nine to five but I still gotta walk my passion vision quest Doubts just flail about my mental, actin' like unbidden guests Not really sure what I got myself into, still takin' inventory what I been through Maybe the best thing is investing in contentedness Deemphasize the strife and start to search for signs that I am blessed Despite my pain it's still a gift I'm alive, maybe I should Settle down and get comfy like Jeremiah twenty nine verse five The prophet told 'em they'd be there for awhile 'Cause his people were surviving under foreign exile And they just wanted revolution and a plan of attack, but he told 'em You just bless the city and it will bless you back So that's the plan, even though it feels ad hoc Bounce around like a lake does a flat rock Shoot my shot, even when it's all half-cocked Putting evil on trial, Matlock Over trap beats with a little jazz rock Or maybe yacht rock, plus John Locke Toss in a couple jokes, knock knock Throw in some bass and maybe We'll have some fun, but I'm still in process cause my Transformation ain't done, but I still see the sun So until Jelani version two point oh is completed I'll be stuck on version one point nine nine nine nine repeating Living in my life, it's a life of transition I'm seekin' a transmission, can't find it cause it's missin Living in my life, it's a life of transition, can't close the case Stuck inside a liminal space, cause I'm Living in my life, it's a life of transition I'm seekin' a transmission, can't find it cause it's missin Living in my life, it's a life of transition, can't close the case Stuck inside a liminal space, yo it's a Transition, transition it's a Transition, transition it's a Transition, transition I'm living out my mission in this liminal space Yo it's a transition, transition it's a Transition, transition it's a Transition, transition I'm living out my mission in this liminal space Transition, transition it's a Transition, transition it's a Transition, transition I'm living out my mission in this liminal space Yo it's a transition, transition it's a Transition, transition it's a Transition, transition I'm living out my mission in this liminal space