Act Right

I was ahead of myself I didn't act right Broke to many hearts in my past life I am so numb to the core I can't cry I am praying that all my pain dies Only time I'm better when I get high Tryna fix my ways tryna get it right Many nights alone No place to call my home Nightmares daily I bet somebody hates me Last night had a dream that someone was trying to kill me I be talking to myself I bet they think I'm crazy Yeah I know how it feels to be so lost Sometimes I just wanna run away Yeah the pain weights so heavy some days What I am doing I'm losing control Heart feels so empty It feels like a hole I was ahead of myself I didn't act right Broke to many hearts in my past life I am so numb to the core I can't cry I am praying that all my pain dies Only time I'm better when I get high Tryna fix my ways tryna get it right Many nights alone No place to call my home I can't play the victim Did somethings I wish I could take back You broke my heart and I can't stay mad Yeah I guess I gotta take that There's a war in my heart like Baghdad The last of my love can't have that I can not give you what you want from me Haaaa ahhhhh I fell out of love don't you see Your love is making me bleed I can't have this hate grow in me Gotta love me to be free Only time I'm better when I get high Tryna fix my ways tryna get it right Many nights alone No place to call my home