feel sick

I don't want to go another day feeling like this I try put a smile on my face but I feel sick Why can't I just feel like I'm normal for one day I love myself so much but this part I can't take Show me the way to feel better Can't do this alone got to do this together Won't let my heart no more be tethered Angels on my side I'm a shine through whatever Crawling through the darkness I feel like I was in hell 'Cause I was running from somethings that I didn't want to tell Broken to million pieces I was frail Hadda forgive myself to see clear through the veil Look to the stars and my thoughts fade away Im mediating I don't care what you say Cleansing out all the things that I need out my way And first goes from friends 'cause they been acting strange I don't want to go another day feeling like this I try put a smile on my face but I feel sick Why can't I just feel like I'm normal for one day I love myself so much but this part I can't take Show me the way to feel better Can't do this alone got to do this together Won't let my heart no more be tethered Angels on my side I'm a shine through whatever I just wanna smile and know that I'm happy again I don't wanna go like this no more I don't wanna pretend Staying true to many times I wanted to quit I know there is light at the end of the tunnel Working on ways to get out of my bubble Wish I could just get away from my troubles