Look At The Rain

I been losing my feelings These thoughts they been killing I know I am better alone They say that they love me they don't From all of the fake got to get away I been up for some days I can't feel my face Been trying strong but I'm numb to the pain When you are down is the moment they change Just want to seat in the V and just look at the rain Been trying to get myself together Don't want to feel like this forever Why when I'm high I feel so much better This year probably felt the worst I seen to many leave this earth Numb to the pain Trying to figure it out I was stuck in a box now I'm making it out Haaaa I just want to be better Before I am scattered So nothing else matters I been losing my feelings These thoughts they been killing I know I am better alone They say that they love me they don't From all of the fake got to get away I been up for some days I can't feel my face Been trying strong but I'm numb to the pain When you are down is the moment they change Just want to seat in the V and just look at the rain No I won't go back to how it was This moment right here only matters Slowly climbing the ladder It's time to start a new chapter Peace and happiness what I'm after Made a promise to myself I can't go back I been trying to have no strings attached Most of the time I'm alone I just think about that I been working on getting out of my head And to let go of all the things that you said I been losing my feelings These thoughts they been killing I know I am better alone They say that they love me they don't From all of the fake got to get away I been up for some days I can't feel my face Been trying strong but I'm numb to the pain When you are down is the moment they change Just want to seat in the V and just look at the rain