Ready2die

Long time since I felt sane Drugs taking over my brain Pain I can never get away Hoping I don't die this way I'm ready to die I'm ready to die Be in the light Just want to be in the light I was oh so deep in my darkness Getting laced in a run down apartment I didn't care I still got high When they put me on papers I lit up the k One day One hit It send me to heaven Thought I died So I'm counting my blessings But I didn't learn the lesson Hard dealing with depression Cause I feel the pain that's all around me Don't show me no love Don't get around me I'm only about love Til I d i e Long time since I felt sane Drugs taking over my brain Pain I can never get away Hoping I don't die this way I just want cry Thank God I'm alive So many times you could of took me So I'm staying out the way Doing me Just want to live to be happy It's your lost if had me