So Long

It's G-RIG Yeah Yeah Yeah Dealing with so much pain Fighting demons and depression Can't believe they killed Angel Yeah, I know he up in heaven Why did this have to happen, yeah I really don't get it It don't sit in my gut right how you died But I guess it was destined Gods plan man, who am I to question It's a cold cold world you gotta watch where you stepping People just snaked me and it taught me a lesson To never trust again and to never show no affection I been lost up in my thoughts and I just don't know what to do I been thinking 'bout my life and every thing that I've been through I been pressured for the win so I ain't got the time to lose But I swear I been gone for so long I been looking for a place that I can call home Man I guess Ima have to do this junk all on my own And I swear I been gone for so long Yeah Yeah Woah So Long When I was going through that rain I was asking you for help But every time I looked up I ain't see nobody there Girl I looked you in your eyes and said I see nobody else Just tell me how you got me and you don't even got yourself It would've meant the world to me if you were really changing But instead I'm in my memories, got thought I've erasing I just wanted you there for me through all these situations I did it all alone I had that lean and medication I be off the nine, I'm in the booth that's how I spend all my time I told my Irv I want a check He told me get on your grind Nowadays I look for love but it's just harder to find I just wanna be ok, so baby send me a sign It's like I'm bleeding Late at night when I be scheming I be looking up there for no reason Tell me what's the meaning Tell me why you been the meanest Girl I just be coping with these demons And baby girl lately, concentrating daily Looking for a way up out the storm when it get rainy I be praying every night Lord can you save me Grandma come and visit me and tell me if you blame me Honestly it's crazy from a distance all the storms that I measure They don't understand my pain so they gonna say that I'm extra My grandma gone, it's been a month And I been feeling the pressure No the world ain't even care But to me you was special I swear it would've made a difference if we here together If I could call your name and you'll be here whenever They say time gonna heal but I ain't feeling better Looking at you in that casket gave me chills forever I been lost up in my thoughts and I just don't know what to do I been thinking 'bout my life and every thing that I've been through I been pressured for the win so I ain't got the time to lose But I swear I been gone for so long I been looking for a place that I can call home Man I guess Ima have to do this junk all on my own And I swear I been gone for so long Yeah Yeah Woah So Long I been lost up in my thoughts and I just don't know what to do I been thinking 'bout my life and every thing that I've been through I been pressured for the win so I ain't got the time to lose But I swear I been gone for so long I been looking for a place that I can call home Man I guess Ima have to do this junk all on my own And I swear I been gone for so long Yeah Yeah Woah So Long