Moment of Silence

Yeah Look I just need a moment of silence Cause I just lost my cousin to violence All these deaths are so tiring I really need a different environment 'Cause every other day its crying mothers and violins It's harder When you're raising two daughters in the struggle Every time I hear them say "Daddy" I know I gotta hustle Til I'm on the same status as a Nipsey or a Russell I rap, produce and mix. I'm tryna get a triple-double The good die young, especially where I'm from So if a n***a still around, there's a chance he'll gun you down My mama prolly think I look so handsome in a crown She knows that she raising a king and the whole world can see it now And every time you see me, the same people around 'Cause if you're sharing your success and not your struggle you're a clown Deano gon be loyal til they put me in the ground I just pray I make it before someone guns me down I just need a moment of silence I just lost a cousin to violence I just need a moment of silence I just lost my cousin to violence So Can I get a moment of silence? I don't really think you understand the thoughts inside my dome You don't know my heart drops when my family hits my phone Cuz I barely talk to em. Unless somethings going on You don't know how much I think about they day he calls me home You don't know how many times I felt death around the corner How many times I shoulda asked for help but I ain't wanna You don't know how many times I played Spaceship DreaMing bout when I make it Every 9-5 feels like I'm slaving I just wish this music made enough for me to pay rent When you're passionate it's hard as f*ck for you to make hits Talking bout nothing. Talking bout money Bragging about the shit you have like life is all sunny I need to start treating my family like I f*ck with em Instead of keeping them at distance like I'm stuck with em Pressure from all of these emotions feel like a truck hit em I need this bloodshed to stop. We had enough victims Look at my lady. I love her because she pray for me As if she understands that this could be the day for me Like granny posted with open arms at the gate for me But I ain't ready. For now she gone have to wait for me Look at my lady. I love her because she pray for me As if she understands that this could be the day for me Like granny posted with open arms at the gate for me But I ain't ready. For now she gone have to wait for me Can I get a moment of silence? I just lost my cousin to violence Can I get a moment of silence?