HOLD BACK

I don't want to hold it back I just want to be my own self I have a tendency that holds me back I just want to be like everybody else They told me Sharp You should open up What am I doing wrong? What the f*ck is up? I'm trynna feel better, build my confidence I'm scared of facing all my thoughts That's the consequence J'ai peur de facing toutes mes pensées Quand je barode dans la city ouais j'ai le visage blasé Autour de moi je vois des gens qui ne font que pop des X pills La pretty hoe qui est sur moi Me disait que le sex heals Je fais des prods Je fais du son like everyday Mais à un moment donné Il faut que j'arrête de donner Je perds mon temps Et je ne sais pas ou je vais aller Je reapprends à respirer I don't want to hold it back I just want to be my own self I have a tendency that holds me back I just want to be like everybody else They told me Sharp You should open up What am I doing wrong? What the f*ck is up? I'm trynna feel better, build my confidence I'm scared of facing all my thoughts That's the consequence