Via Lord

It's out of our control. It's not like he wants to kill. He just doesn't want to die You know what I'm saying? It's that situation when you got... We are living in a war zone I feel like I can represent my generation so much because I honestly did not care about living or dying But now, I cannot die. I can't leave until this shit is straight You know, I'm not suicidal. I'm not... I can't go until y'all really know what time it is And then after that, boom, it's all over. And we can see, you know, how this shit unfold But that's all it is. This being is because if I can't live free, if I can't live with the same respect as the next man I don't want to be here because God has cursed me to see what life should be like Now I lay me down to sleep, however it go Ayo, I pray to Lord my soul to keep that kind of peace And if I should die before I wake and go to hell, I hope he at least let me see grams for heaven's sake Instead of hell bound for all that shit that I did But shit, you knew my intentions I was just trying to live We know life could've gave me lemons for the easier flip Instead, I got the short stick with just a couple of figs The oldest child with three siblings I'm raising four kids Recall it all, just don't never recall me asking for this Felt like you owed me Each Sunday, I was at your crib But when I left, I guess the love stayed with the reverend tips Soul Tithes Felt like was way too young to wake up so tired Sleep is a natural thing I shouldn't be having to try I felt like every time I took off, you would clip me in stride You locked the steering wheel left Shit couldn't ever go right Led to an ultimatum frowned upon, I know in your eyes A bad guy with good intentions, don't that make me good GOD Well, why not Know you love me, but do you love me a lot No, I don't congregate, but keep a couple books at my spot Although my thoughts ain't always pure, you know I've been through a lot So if I said I kept the faith, I'd just be telling a lie Got enough explaining to do, when you do say it's my time I just hope me asking questions ain't me crossing a line Like if I was made in your image, then why you fill me with pride While all my loved ones lost ones, but my enemies fine So many loud thoughts, guess that's why it's blowing my mind No rush, I guess you'll answer when you get the time Just hit me Just hit me I guess you'll answer when you get the time