Booz

Oh baby you You had what I need Or at least I once believed 'Til you disappeared from me The night we first met, I could never forget 'Cause even at my lowest, I can feel an S on my chest She had the body of a goddess like I'm looking at Venus Felt a special aura from her and I couldn't believe it The more I learned about her, she got me in awe Like I know her favorite song of mine is Hollywood Star You brought a new given purpose 'cause to me you're picture perfect To hear it from my heart, I need some liquid courage But when I take my shot, I don't think that shit is workin' I feel more unconfident after this fifth of bourbon I wanna show my love, just can't articulate it No matter how much given, it ain't reciprocated And motherfuck the rumors, just get to know the real me Even if it ultimately doesn't go ideally I swear I'll never find someone better than you And since you've ghosted me, I just go mess with the booze Uh I'm just a fool Who let you get too close I thought I knew you the most Now you vanished like a ghost Drunk on the booze 'Cause my love for you is toast Now I see the truth and I have the proof I got nothing left to lose If you know that communication is key Question is, why the f*ck are you then playin' with me? You really got me feelin' like I live a blues song It's hard enough already to do this and move on I really should be on the next chapter for new shit But it feels like the last one hasn't concluded The writing's on the wall, I should've been superstitious Ain't no wonder, I tried to quit, but it's too addictive It's hard for me today, so I drink and I smoke 'Cause there's a part of me I hate that just lingers for hope I'm tryna wipe the thoughts of you from the back of my mind While the Brandy is the only one that matches with Rye Every time I thought I've found the one, the shit doesn't click in I don't know why the ones I wanna love become so distant At this point, I ain't tryna win her over F*ck it, I just couldn't say this shit when sober I'm just a fool Who let you get too close I thought I knew you the most Now you vanished like a ghost Drunk on the booze 'Cause my love for you is toast Now I see the truth and I have the proof I got nothing left to lose My heart pours like the raindrops And you don't pay no mind I don't know when the pain stops 'Cause I think about you all the time Why do the simplest things Feel so damn complicated I can't say what I mean If I'm not intoxicated Intoxicated Intoxicated I can't say what I mean If I'm not intoxicated I'm just a fool Who let you get too close I thought I knew you the most Now you vanished like a ghost Drunk on the booze 'Cause my love for you is toast Now I see the truth and I have the proof I got nothing left to lose