Clark Kent/Split

Like all the energy and nervousness Like once it goes Once I'm on stage and I start It's like I can't stop and I'm in a different zone G-G-G-therz I control the stage in the palm of my hand I'm heading closer to one day rocking the stands Yeah it's like being Clark Kent without the glasses Being able to command a whole crowd of masses I just rap my ass off, I got that boost of confidence Get away with all this shit the dude has gotta vent As long as there's a beat behind, reaction is, "Shit's whatever" 'Cause it's not a madman, it's art, it's a record Rye must watch his mouth while I could not give a shit I hated English, but I got top penmanship Not for essays, but when I go and fucking spit It's prolly not the best way to show my humbleness I keep the shit a hunnid, it's not upstaged at all I stay aggressive simply from the way I talk But Imma make it clear, where I'm from ain't New York But the accent ain't no imitation dawg Life isn't simple, got divides in the middle We've never been the same, never been the same Life isn't simple, life isn't simple Everything goes all to the head When I'm off stage, some think it's still absurd That a guy looking like me could be really Therz Why is it that I rap the best, but I feel the worst Like it doesn't matter though if I kill a verse How am I finna word it, guess I am introverted Based on how quick I'm nervous, not like this shit is perfect Before there was Therz, I was just an awkward child Besides music, I don't know what to talk about Now I get judged based on the way that I dress They're so ignorant on what they would expect My friends' parents think I do vape and some X And that I sell dope to kids and maybe some meth False rumors are spread 'cause of my taste in music But if you knew me, I was disciplined with Asian views, bitch "Well that ain't so bad, I've seen more of a hell" Well f*ck that and f*ck you, it's my story to tell Looking for crazy, well I'm the guy to show you crazy When in this business, I got remorse for no fugazis It's evident I've changed, but I've never been a saint Got white folks freaking out like there's a devil in my veins They like, "Why so little friends?" I keep my circles small If you make a bridge to nowhere, I gotta burn it off Muhfuckers try to advise, but they'd be vague as shit At this point, it's like you're tryna be all fake with it I do dumb shit but I hate apologizing 'Cause when I have to I know that I'm just lying I'm pretty much the guy that you really just hate 'Cause I'm an atheist prick like I'm Ricky Gervais I'm not a tough guy, just everyone's emasculated I stay aggravated to get them punks all agitated I'm a student of the game, I'll give the old college try To keep growing wiser, but won't compromise Look it's more than black and white It's a balanced rivalry Look it's more than black and white The yin and the yang, more than black and white I always feel every day is life's hard days 'Cause at any moment, I can have my heart race I just fucking hate that I'm feeling this way Can't tell what's realer or fake when dealing with flakes People say they're buddies but I sense the envyin' That's why I really don't have that many friends Which explains the reason why that the two guys I never had beef with are two Indians (F*ck you Rye) Shit, I could be schizo or simply maybe crazy Or I can't focus 'cause of ADHD But don't believe shit from a self diagnosis 'Cause I'm not a doctor and hell, I don't know shit Can't think straight when stuck in a depressive state But I got an open mind to hear refreshing takes I'm always told to tone down but not to a different key It always feels like the problems are shit in me