Runaway

Yo this here’s some of my deeper thoughts But this ain’t even about societal problems 'Cause f*ck it, I got my own I wanna run away, run away From the bullshit I deal with every day Run away, run away It doesn’t matter by now what the people say I wanna run away, run away From the bullshit I deal with every day Run away, run away Somehow I know I will find a way Why is it that I am always getting fucking chased And it’s become a pace like I’m tryna run a race ‘Till I rush the brakes, yet somehow there is trouble made Even when it comes to music and that’s my one escape I’ve been tryna move on from these problems, see Yet they come back like different forms, the beefs follow me Gotta have my guard up ‘till I ride in my hearse I was told I’m gifted but feel like this life of mine’s cursed Shit, my own drummer thought I was just picking fights ‘Till he saw the full story of how my shit was like I’m stubborn as shit, so there’s a lotta back and forth Whether high school or college, I always got my ass in war 'Cause these dudes are mad sketch like Alfred E. Neuman drawings But so much of my time where I feud’s exhausting There’s other things in my life that are too important But I don’t surrender 'cause I gave you the warning I wanna run away, run away From the bullshit I deal with every day Run away, run away It doesn’t matter by now what the people say I wanna run away, run away From the bullshit I deal with every day Run away, run away Somehow I know I will find a way Feeling real paranoid and I ain’t even smoking shit It doesn’t help if you say, “Geez, get over it” I always think I fucked up, so I expect the worst to happen Even if it’s not as bad as I sure imagined When I have a long list of fights and rivalries In fact, it only adds to my anxiety Hypochondriac close to a panic attack And I’m really terrible with fucking managing that It’s why I can’t work if it ain’t music related 'Cause it feels like the time that I’m using is wasted In my eyes, it’s another stressor to me When I’m tryna grind too, it’s so much pressure increased And I’m just thrown off when someone texts, “We need to talk” 'Cause I freak out and can barely breathe at all I think there’s a black cloud that would hover me It’s why I can’t be safe and sound when I fucking sleep I wanna run away, run away From the bullshit I deal with every day Run away, run away It doesn’t matter by now what the people say I wanna run away, run away From the bullshit I deal with every day Run away, run away Somehow I know I will find a way Check this out Listen, these are my struggles, yo It’s nearly back to back that I get in trouble though I’m a soldier always fighting, got a lot of shit I’m facin’ So I can’t deal with other people’s situations Especially if it’s just attention that they’re wanting though Hate to be a dick, but that ain’t my problem bro 'Cause I’ll have my own anxiety attack, feeling woe I said we need a hero 'cause I don’t fill the role I wanna run away, run away From the bullshit I deal with every day Run away, run away It doesn’t matter by now what the people say I wanna run away, run away From the bullshit I deal with every day Run away, run away Somehow I know I will find a way I wanna run away, run away From the bullshit I deal with every day Run away, run away It doesn’t matter by now what the people say I wanna run away, run away From the bullshit I deal with every day Run away, run away Somehow I know I will find a way