Every 10 Years

When I was a one year old So calm and vulnerable I never thought that I'd Become like this Never learned to struggle Always in my own bubble My ADD didn't help that But look at what it did Now I love myself For what I've become And on bad days I just need you by my side I don't need help To breathe and rest my eyes And on bad days I just sit down and stroke the keys Then I grew to ten years Always scared and needed a friend near Couldn't look in the dark Because a monster was hiding there for me Male figures threw me off Didn't know how to act tough I always felt inclined To give a hug Now I'm twenty years old Not scared of a lot but I'm sold On anything that makes me feel alive And f*ck I'd hate to go Or maybe I just hate that I'm getting old The future of us Just needs some order, direction, a brand new perception Its every ten years It's every ten years It's every ten years It's every ten years It's every ten years It's every ten years