Pain in My Eyes

I got blood tears, so much pain in my Eyes I was so lost in my mind I was traumatized How many tears you cry when you lost someone? I got cold cold heart And I put some Ice I can't forget when my mom said my Dad was dead She wanted me to forget my dad My mom tried to kill me two times God was with me, survive two times Smile like you happy for your friends Yeah Can't express myself Got so much pain yeah I choose my real dawgs so they can't Hurt me Don't have a lot of friends they can't Do me dirty I think about people didn't deserve Me I don't go to church hoping god's Eyes on me In this life I've been scarred Woah woah Shine like Wraith roof stars Woah woah Love yourself, you got beautiful scars Don't mind these niggas You shine like a Audemars Thinking about my past and Get in my feelings I don't wanna die young Wanna die like a legend R.I.P all niggas die quick quick You drink your pain, boy you sip sip My bro lost his soul I Wish I take it back I make for my dawg Just grind, no cap Came a long way Raised by my own yeah Ain't got no family, yeah I'm alone I got that call, I lost my dawg And I don't know how to feel So much tears in my cup Don't know what's real I'm not that type of nigga going to Chill chill Keep going up I wanna move to the hills hills I'm a young strong nigga And I faced my fear Now I'm just flexin' And grind with my drip drip drip I got blood tears So much pain in my eyes I was so lost in my mind I was traumatized How many tears you cry when you lost someone? I got cold cold heart And I put some ice yeah yeah yeah