More glory please

This is my follow up to the throttle up when I asked to see your glory Fore I got swallowed up and forgot to trust you'd always be there for me Keeping it bottled up It's not just luck It's proof you don't ignore me Even though I get stuck in spirals just perpetuating worries I'm either kind of stuck or I'm all tied up in chains you've broken for me I'm reminded just how much you've done and still do effortlessly I repent because it's not enough to simply stop the spirits grief Satan wants one act of love You want exclusivity A jealous God I blame you not I wouldn't share my Tiffany My shine had stopped My backs in knots This stress just wasn't meant to be Tried the pot but I forgot It don't alter my reality Out of stops I had no plot Stuck in all this self pity Around the clock I'm on TikTok or reels but never on my knees Afraid to drop I've done a lot but I know you're not mad at me So I got this thought believe it or not I just had an epiphany The moment I surrender you'll drop your love on me like this beat Who else can turn a mess into a message A test into a testimony Trial into a triumph and a victim into victory I'm sorry that I drifted My reward was my own misery But now I'm back on track and here to serve Its not about me A mess into a message A test into a testimony Trial into a triumph and a victim into victory I'm sorry that I drifted My reward was my own misery But now I'm back on track and here to serve Look I can be selfish but when I've had enough I'm right back down on my knees When I'm not humble I'm humiliated Cycles on repeat Amount of times I need it you would think that you'd be sick of me But no matter the season God you're known for your consistency I pray that you've forgiven me cause resentments tend to stick with me They say Karmas a bitch I don't agree Just wants equality Emotions make me sick Sometimes I feel like they can swallow me I've heard they're just like children so don't put 'em in the front seat But you don't wanna stuff em in the trunk just let them cry to sleep My pride is that you haven't seen me drunk ever since Kim was 3 Now she's at the university I'm cured from hepatitis C My kids are alive and well and way better than me But despite the things you've given me The things I continue to see There's a yearning deep inside of me that just can't get enough to eat Glory was revealed You passed by right in front of me But I'm not satisfied drop your glory on me like this beat Who else can turn a mess into a message A test into a testimony Trial into a triumph and a victim into victory I'm sorry that I drifted My reward was my own misery But now I'm back on track and here to serve Its not about me A mess into a message A test into a testimony Trial into a triumph and a victim into victory I'm sorry that I drifted My reward was my own misery But now I'm back on track and here to serve