Hopeless Faith

You said that I should Forget you and improve So I read my first book Just like you, used to do And I wrote my first hook, About what I've been through Take one more look And it's actually 'bout you Everyone sees my anger, everyone sees my pain I wish I was different, I wish I could change So I tried to be tender, thought maybe you'd stay I'll keep looking for a way , but until that day I'm writing my thoughts to keep me sane I keep holding on to a hopeless faith Why do I keep feeling love while yours has fade? Do you feel not like I was made? For you I know that I am toxic, I know you're afraid You told me you loved me, but why did it feel like you hate? You told me you trust me, you told me you'd wait now I know I was lucky, but now it's too late These songs are my diary, about my thoughts of you I know you're not listening, but for the small chance you do I hope you're okay, I wish that I knew If you're doing good, oh I miss you I'm writing my thoughts to keep me sane I keep holding on to a hopeless faith Why do I keep feeling love while yours has fade? Do you feel not like I was made? For you