Controlled Chaos

Oh what just happened? Waking up and my brains not in tact man I just took like 3 tabs I see the other side I know I'm boutta cave in Ya the rocks their my favorite, if I see the crystal ya I take it Hitting up my line and I don't know what you're saying When are you gunna stop playing? Delaying your faking I know that your paying I sit here alone in my room and I'm decaying I took another 1p G0M1 ya it's on me Trying not to feel and if I do imma need morphine (Trying not to feel I grab the morphine)