Blessing

I know I fucked up in the past just know it wasn't my intention Did you wrong and other shit that we don't mention Authentic ain't no reason for pretending Tell the truth these my confessions (yeah) Lord knows I'm a fool disregarding a blessing Shouldn't have did the things I've done and I regret it (yeah) Supposed to be here right for you and always present Now when I call your phone it tell me just to leave a message Got me stuck inside the studio venting out these emotions Telling all our stories poetically through these poems Broken promises, broken hearted it got you frozen Hurt you and you're too afraid to show it (yeah) Please excuse me for these mis-comings and imperfections Right my wrongs is it too late for me to fix my corrections? Never meant to lead you in the wrong direction Need you all to myself, you can call me selfish Speak from the heart can feel my pain inside this melody Hate when we're apart, would rather have you right her next to me Not into drugs but it's your love feel like like my ecstasy Words can't explain how much your worth was really meant to me Got me filling in your spot with other women who could never be you Crazy thinking 'bout all the things that we been through Heart up on my sleeve swear these feelings all true It'll never feel the same without you Got me by my lonely it's just me here with this microphone Trust issues I'm the only one I'm counting on No one beside me, loner party, then I got myself If I can't have you I want nobody else Stuck in the past these memories got me reminiscing Ever since I lost you a part of me missing Sipping liquor blurry vision just to feel a difference If it's too late for me and you I'll love you from a distance Lord knows I'm a fool disregarding a blessing Shouldn't have did the things I've done and I regret it (yeah) Supposed to be here right for you and always present Now when I call your phone it tell me just to leave a message Got me stuck inside the studio venting out these emotions Telling all our stories poetically through these poems Broken promises, broken hearted it got you frozen Hurt you and you're too afraid to show it (yeah)