china white

I'm covered in white and it's freezing cold (it's freezing cold) And I just want you to bring me in so close (in so close) And I don't wanna hide it when this feeling hits my soul (hits my soul) My blood mixes with white and inside it feels like home I dine with fine china I dine My porcelain I feel it decline I'm more like plastic (plastic) With every single line I get more manic I want to work past it But every time it feels like (it feels like) Every smile is not from inside (from inside) It feels so tragic I find That every step I take is backwards And I know there's a chance that ill die here But at least I can dance so I don't care I'm locked in a trance and its unclear Where I'm supposed to go (I'm supposed to go) There's something so charming to this feeling Is it really self harming if it's healing The air is so calming feel my breathing And the world moves so slow