BEE YOU KNOW HOW I AM

Theres this woman that lives, in my head rent free Even tho a long time ago I lost her I bet she prolly don't think that I miss her So I cope whith the fact I gotta forget her I'm so sorry for the shit I did Hope u forgive me, cause we were just kids For a long time I couldn't just live I was off drugs I'm sorry that I couldn't think In still surprised that you loved me the way I am I reminisce about the calls we had at 2 am I was wasted but every fucking word I meant I was trynna do you right but things then went far left Because I left you, when I knew you would ride for me I bet you prolly hate the fact that you would die for me No one could tame me like you did you were right for me Don't get me wrong I'd do the same and it ain't likely That i would leave you alone, if you needed help Wasted me texted you because I needed help Told me what I needed to hear I gotta help myself Still immature but I sware that I'm working on my self And u know how I get Bee u know how I am And once again it's 4 am I think about the shit we had I gotta bottle in my hand I grip it tight I'm feeling sad I've held my tongue for way too long, and now I'm feeling mad And you know how I get Bee you know how I am And once again it's 4 am I think about the shit we had I gotta bottle in my hand I grip it tight I'm feeling sad I've held my tongue for way too long, and now I'm feeling mad