rich AND lost

I can't even think of a new life Going around dressing fancy suit and tie I don't really wanna know what it feels like To be rich and lost in that good life Do you wanna show me some I'm not in the mood to be up all night Making plans to go out with you, oh I don't wanna be up all night I don't wanna die playing games in the night We can settle it out Imma give you the time Breaking eggs for you I see you shine yeah, bottled up a fool He caused that fight Bloody shirt when you fall I let you into my mind and you took control I'm better now but in the past, yeah you hurt my soul I cried for help at the time, didn't know who to call Yeah, maybe I'm not who I am I don't feel the same anymore The thoughts in my head gon' win I'm tryna get up off the floor Yeah, this city gon' fall when you're not here I can never stay calm without you, my dear But that's in the past, yeah I'm a different man I just know I'm not alone In this world we call home I've been following the light ever since I got that call to go Bloody shirt when you fall I let you into my mind and you took control I'm better now but in the past, yeah you hurt my soul I cried for help at the time, didn't know who to call Yeah, who to call Breaking up when I find out it's protocol Sending a message I'm gon' die from this alcohol I got addicted, I feel blue like a avatar It made me sweat, made me hot like a Tyla song Pushing 20, I got bills to pay and teeth to floss What the f*ck am I saying? I wish I knew I know you lost, I loved a girl and she made me lose my feelings But what was the cost One year later, found myself again, I'm still in shock When you fall I let you into my mind and you took control I'm better now but in the past, yeah you hurt my soul I cried for help at the time, didn't know who to call Do you wanna show me some I'm not in the mood to be up all night Making plans to go out with you oh I don't wanna be up all night I don't wanna die playing games in the night We can settle it out, Imma give you the time Breaking eggs for you, I see you shine yeah Bottled up a fool, he caused that fight Bloody shirt when you fall I let you into my mind and you took control I'm better now but in the past, yeah you hurt my soul I cried for help at the time, didn't know who to call Yeah, baby when I'm not around Guard the house with your life, watch the kids from me Protect the money that we got, I couldn't stand to see it gone Lock the doors, seal the windows so no one can peek Yeah, I stand for the truth, I'm making it clear This money on me, I keep for the fear Of losing the shit that I got, like never give up, Imma keep making moves My wife and my kids got a life with me too I feel like I'm doomed, every chance that I get, Imma take ain't no losing I hate when the night falls, then it feels like it's over for me and you I can't even think of a new life Going around dressing fancy suit and tie I don't really wanna know what it feels like To be rich and lost in that good life