WHAT'S NEXT?

I've been swimming in the deep end It's a cold ass feeling Something got me really thinking Does my life really have meaning? I just breathe it in (yeah) Rage pent up in the heat of it Yeah, oh you're reading me? Well then what comes next Yeah I need to see it (Yeah) Yeah I've been swimming in the deep end Yeah (yeah) You can come find me When you're lost when you don't have a heartbeat Cause now I know why I'm here my darling With the stars looking up, no more reaching (yeah) I've been swimming in the deep end It's a cold ass feeling Something got me really thinking Does my life really have meaning? I just breathe it in (yeah) Rage pent up in the heat of it Yeah, oh you're reading me? Well then what comes next Yeah I need to see it Yeah I've been swimming in the deep end Yeah (yeah) What's next? When we fall out don't be upset I've been looking past our surroundings Trying to look ahead Water flowing fast, everything don't seem to connect Pardon me for overthinking, I don't want to leave yet (Huh) Living to see me grow old with the people I don't understand I was just minding my business then you came along Gave me hope and I don't understand Climbing up mountains to get where we are See the end down the line maybe I should've ran When I had the chance What the hell did I do to myself Cut the line now you burden yourself I've been swimming in the deep end (yeah) It's a cold ass feeling Something got me really thinking Does my life really have meaning? (Huh) (Yeah) Does my life really have meaning, yeah (Yeah, I've been swimming in the deep end)