A Peaceful Disaster

(Hurt, that ain't nothing you know) (Hurt, that ain't nothing you know about) I'm breaking down But out my body I'm safe and sound And in my body I'm shaking out Shaking down I can't fake it So I decay it out But you know I can't fight it on Fighting tryna keep the light on But I don't know if I could make it out, I can't make it out Ever heard about this thing called love I gave it try now I'm done for I guess I'm too dumb for it I'll give it all out then get a crumb for it Cause I'm a lover boy I put my heart in Now I'm a dumber boy I'm to involved in I'm tryna find out where my mind is I'm knowing therapy ain't gon solve it All in, I'll put too much heart in, too all in I'll vent to the Lord praying amen Help me to feel like I ain't falling Help me to feel this ain't all pretend Once again, I'm breaking down I'm losing my mind I can't take it Don't wanna go back to the basics I got to much shit I'm facing (yeah) I got dreams but I can't chase it (yeah) Fight for my life like a patient (yeah) This life shit got my heart racing (yeah) I'm too far from complacent (yeah) Let them step on my foundation (yeah) Momma told my to be patient (yeah) They said I had a destination (yeah) Gotta do it for generations (yeah) Travel around the nation (yeah) What if you don't make it out Too much on my back I might break me oh It's too much going on in my brain yeah I can't get a hold on (I'm) needing no one Uh huh I'm falling A young nigga ends up in a coffin I don't know what's gonna stop it I guess a nigga ain't all in All in, I'll put too much heart in, too all in I'll vent to the Lord praying amen Help me to feel like I ain't falling I want you to know that This ain't all pretend (Hurt, that ain't nothing you know) (Hurt, that ain't nothing you know about)