Nefarious Feel

There´s not a reason at all For me to feel this pain Nor hide inside this SHELL It's time to fight this pain Accept and move on It's time to expel it all And cure this infection If there´s no reason at all I´m falling Why am I digging this hole Is time for me to heal accepting it all OR DIE This nefarious feel That dries my guts Never good enough Feeds my infections If there´s no reasons to bleed Why do I bring this knive If there´s no reasons to greed Why do I remind myself If there´s no reason at all I´m falling Why am I digging this hole Is time for me to heal accepting it all OR DIE This nefarious feel That dries my guts Never good enough Feeds my infections Once, shadows were my only company I had enough I chase the sun now Battles Fought within Found the light From a shell to rebirth I will rise above it all darling I have reasons within I´ve found the reasons why I´ve never gave up This nefarious feelings has to go I had enough, I am Fighting it This nefarious feelings has to go This won´t eat me inside no I am alive