only for me

Will somebody look for me When we're in a room People need sympathy Sometimes I do Nobody looks at me Nobody asks Why I speak differently Since they saw me last This always happens to me Is it all everlasting Maybe I'll decide one day I'll finally say Goodbye Maybe my mom will miss me Maybe my girlfriend will say I was the light in the dark A child in her arms, so weak Sometimes I fantasize A better life And I always criticize The way that I write the songs only I will hear They're only for me So when I disappear cover your ears Maybe my mom Maybe my friends How will I know when it's time for it all to be the end Maybe my sister will speak When we meet again All of these have passed by but she will still be my friend I miss her more than I miss Who I was before Somebody came along And closed all my doors