Understand Me

My Story Mixtape On The Way hoe Yah gonna feel me on this one right here Look So stressed now I cannot put myself to sleep Depression and anxiety is something that I ain't wanna greet Dear happiness and smiles tell me when we gonna meet Cause the life I'm living now all this shit ain't really sweet Ain't no one give a f*ck when I down and I was dead broke I couldn't be like you nigga I don't got no time to go and mope I'm steady fighting demons and they leave when I go and smoke I had to change my lane reroute now I got myself just woke My life ain't regular and I really wish that I was normal Anything I go through I go ahead write it in my journal Mind racing all day yea I think you understand the moral The way I see my life right now man all this shit is paranormal How would you feel when niggas out here steady doubting you Yea I got a vision but I also gotta keep the view I'm steady popping pain pills nigga this ain't nothing new I'm going through so much shit I always gotta keep a few Only had myself when I went through all my tough times Back to back on pills damn man those were the dark times Right now wit my life I really wanna go and just rewind I know I ain't the only one so I gotta put it in these rhymes So stressed now I can not put myself to sleep Depression and anxiety is something that I ain't wanna greet Dear happiness and smiles tell me when we gonna meet Cause the life I'm living now all this shit ain't really sweet Had to tell myself it ain't no time to go and just be lazy So much going on man nun of this shit really just amaze me Destined for greatness I should of known when I just a baby Gon get what I deserve nigga what the f*ck is a fucking maybe Yea I'm stressing less but I'm going thru a lot of phases I know it's niggas like me so I put my life right in these phrases Staring at blunt like should I go ahead and then just flame it If I flame it I ain't finna be stuck in my old stupid phases I do this fam and I do this shit for all my niggas Gotta tell the fam be patient all of us finna be just be bigger Gotta tell my niggas I ain't the only one that's gon have some figures All I see is flashbacks when I look myself right in that mirror Through all the tough times I tell myself nigga you chosen Rolling back to back that's how I go ahead hide my emotion Pouring up the potion damn man that moment was really golden Bet niggas wanna come around when I go and put the wrist in motion So stressed now I can not put myself to sleep Depression and anxiety is something that I ain't wanna greet Dear happiness and smiles tell me when we gonna meet Cause the life I'm living now all this shit ain't really sweet