(H)wen Gäd Krīs | When God Cries

Have you ever seen somebody Smiling ear to ear with their peers While silently suffering inside Well this is it Try to make jokes and humor Outta the tragic horrors We getting fucked up tonight Might not see tomorrow Nah, it ain't promised Like a child at their mother house Waiting on their father Nah that shit ain't promised That ain't my life, might be my oldest daughter's She stopped picking up the phone And I stopped calling The Mirror Looking mighty foggy nowadays I can't seem to clear up Them previous stains They remain in the pictures Hurt faces of my parents, daughter Wife and my sister's Eternal crisis with my body, soul Mind could get wicked I got first class tickets To this hell we be living A spiritual good nigga Stuck with a bad addiction Walking on ice with no skates I'm constantly slipping Falling on all my mistakes Rarely standing on Business I'mma be about I see the route Inserting myself into this game Dawg, you can't leave me out I'm keeping count Of all you hating niggaz tried to feed me doubt Finally put my heart in this shit You see it bleeding out Bringing back the art of this shit I hope you see it now You don't wanna start with me bitch Friends with that Reaper now Reaping what I sow And revealing the things that keep me down I'm reaching for my soul I need healing. God please don't leave me now I need you now Crying These tears It is what it is This life I must figure it out This life I must figure it out I can't keep on crying These tears It is what it is This life I must figure it out This life I must figure it out This is what it sounds like When God cries This is what it sounds like When God cries This is what it sounds like When God cries When God cries Yeah Ok I'm hitting up my weed man And I'm hoping that he can Let me hold some weed til the weekend Pockets look bleak man I need relief from all this grieving Wanna know how my homie died So I don't go repeating (My soul's leaving) There I go speeding highly weeded Down 95.. Racing to a meeting with misery The company I've been keeping Frequenting recently dimmed the light I see Ancestry pissed with me (God Cries) Tryna find Tryna find a peace of mind In this life Desperately tryna find Yeah Tryna find the reasons why For this life I can't keep crying These tears It is what it is This life I must figure it out This life I must figure it out I can't keep on crying These tears It is what it is This life I must figure it out This life I must figure it out This is what it sounds like When God cries This is what it sounds like When God cries This is what it sounds like When God cries This what it sounds like When God Cries..