Love>Drugs

I took so much mushrooms I got ghosts in my head space Talk about dead weight Eyes wide, laying in my bed late Praying that my head straight Watched ten straight TED talks then thought Who the f*ck is TED anyway? Head spinning, mind numb, belly ache Medicate just gets worse with the more I take So I wait for my day to come Take em now, f*ck saving em Blacked out, passed out, good luck waking em Table full of edibles, ate like eight of em Brother called like, where you been? Maybe I should let him in Then again, no need scaring him I know he cares so I'm not gonna share with him I dealt with the pain by myself Why the hell should I tell a friend? He walk into my room, start questioning Hot seat, stove top element He said, Brennan man, just cause it's a drug That don't mean it's medicine You got potential bro, don't be settling Fucking settling? Don't say that shit again This is my life, this is my pain Do what I like, why should I change? I don't take drugs to feel good I take em cause without em I can't He looked into my eyes, see through Lil bro, that just can't be true I see you but I don't see you What happened to the happy boy I once knew? Cause I know you can be great Go to class bro, don't be late I love you lil man, be safe then I slam the door in his face Clear a bottle and some chase till I'm wasted Tears on my pillowcase till I taste it I rum from my problems, I'm evasive Blunt to the face so I don't have to face it Isn't that amazing? Isn't that amazing Yeah, isn't that amazing? Isn't that amazing Yeah, isn't that amazing