Blurry Polaroids

I've got a lot of problems I've been runnin from them Demons that I can't seem to face They'll be the death of me one day Cigarette smoke and beer bottles Towards my death at full throttle I'm just trying to numb the pain The only way that keeps me sane Blurry polaroids and half forgetten memories I'm pretty sure all of my friends resent me I've been looking for signs At the bottom of bottles and the end of lines Just need a reason to feel like all of this was worth it My whole life I've felt like I was never good enough A circus act, a bad joke, a dead end, a false hope I've got a lot of problems I've been runnin from them Demons that I can't seem to face They'll be the death of me one day Cigarette smoke and beer bottles Towards my death at full throttle I'm just trying to numb the pain The only way that keeps me sane It's 2am and I'm my only company Intrusive thoughts and all the memories that haunt me I've been looking for signs At the bottom of bottles and the end of lines Just need a reason to feel like all of this was worth it Time seemed to pass so slowly when we were younger Now that we are older time eats at us like hunger I've got a lot of problems I've been runnin from them Demons that I can't seem to face They'll be the death of me one day Cigarette smoke and beer bottles Towards my death at full throttle I'm just trying to numb the pain The only way that keeps me sane I've got a lot of problems I've been runnin from them Demons that I can't seem to face They'll be the death of me one day