What Was the Mistake

I say I am fine Since you walked out my life Your words they cut like knives And all you say are lies Did you even notice When you pull up here and a bitch stop hoeing Can you just focus It me and you I’m done with commotion You are still my drug Come up here and get a bump I just wanna feel numb from the pain you got me stuck Can you see that I am in love with you Do you feel the same, no, I still f*ck with you I ain’t fucking with these other bitches I say I love you, you don’t fucking listen I’m done with bull shit thats the fucking issue No matter how much I hate you, I miss you I’m trynna to cut it with these petty games I show emotion then you walk away The second shit starts to get deep You stab my soul and leave me here to bleed I question myself why you had to leave, was it me Am I the reason that you had to flea Did I make shit up in my head, cuz you said you loved me up in my bed Every time my life is turned around, I’m doing good, then your back in town I just wanna know this, is all this shit still worth it I know you know it My heart is hurting Our love is burning And I’m still learning How to be with a bitch Telling me I can live But how can I live when your ass up in my crib Feels like my heart was torn in two Cuz you know that I am latching onto you These memories won’t fade away So I sit and wonder what was the mistake I question myself why you had to leave, was it me Am I the reason that you had to flea Did I make shit up in my head, cuz you said you loved me up in my bed Every time my life is turned around, I’m doing good, then your back in town I just wanna know this, is all this shit still worth it I know you know it My heart is hurting Our love is burning And I’m still learning How to be with a bitch Telling me I can live But how can I live when your ass up in my crib Love, was it all just a game Love, or am I going insane Love, was it all just your game, am I going insane Please tell is this real or is it fake I question myself why you had to leave, was it me Am I the reason that you had to flea Did I make shit up in my head, cuz you said you loved me up in my bed Every time my life is turned around, I’m doing good, then your back in town I just wanna know this, is all this shit still worth it I know you know it My heart is hurting Our love is burning Yet I’m still learning