ALL FOR NOTHING IT SEEMS

What the f*ck is my purpose All I do is try from my heart Get pushed to side like I'm nothing Like a carcass that's been shot I'm always tryna be the best I can That's why I'm always at yo spot I'm tryna cry more often But my past keeps blocking it Yet you make it so much harder Like a pimple, stop popping it Constantly dropping shit Constantly dropping hits Well to me they're hits But to you it means nothing, bitch I'm just tired I see why all my niggas killed themselves Tryna find a way to be happy to live It's impossible with a daddy that yells Two steps forward and 8 steps back A few more circles and a few more laps Perhaps I collapse and relapse from the drugs in my slacks Maybe then you'll care but even then I still wanna see what that impacts I'm sorry my mom gets to see this broken puzzle piece in her life We'd be billionaires without me Hell, I'd love to see her as someones wife But I gotta f*ck everything up I'm trying so hard How many times can I get stuck How many times can I get stuck How many times can I get stuck How many times can I get stuck How many times can I get stuck