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Yeah And for once I thought it wasn't gonna be like this And for once I thought it wasn't gonna be like this And for once I thought she was really down to ride but she just let me down It's always bout some switching lane shit But the f*ck is wrong with my lane bitch Cause you in another lane shit Guess it's just rinse and repeat break my heart I can't sleep You don't even care I can see it in your eyes It's the way that you stare It leaves me polarized I feel like I'm there Like I'm up in the sky But I can't even fly So how did I get so high Just wanted to make you mine Used to be a fiend for me now you ain't a fiend for shit but your games though Tryna play me like Nintendo (Woah) I can talk shit you a ten though You still ugly Blowing up your phone you don't respond you make my heart break Gave you all my time all I got was some heart ache You just wanted fame and the bands with the blue face I just wanted you hold your hand your my boo shit And for once I thought it wasn't gonna repeat But it just did the same thing I don't know if I wanna be Life no you I can't conceive I need you to be with me Only time I feel at ease Only time I feel at ease But ill manage (Wa) But it's pretty fucking hard cause they try to take advantage Tryna use a nigga up then leave me all damaged I really can't believe that you tried to take advantage D-did damage Hit that bitch from the back then I vanished I don't know where he went he got banished On the top bae I'm living lavish get all this money I know you can't stand it You were the bad guy if you really can't tell I've been doing mad well Tell me that I chant well Life without you dam swell But I really can't well... Get you off my mind and shit On the grind every day and night Have dreams of me and you reaching the stars and shit Ball like Stojaković Know I ain't hiding shit So why did you lie You said that you care but... Your actions speak louder then every word you ever said This is different then anything I've ever felt Nobody's ever done me this dirty Thought you'd still be here when we in our thirties Tryna play me like Jada and Will... Never trust a girl with no Uncle Phil You just randomly go ghost So what am I supposed to think this a joke? This was the one time I needed you there for me After all those times tried to be there for you... Really thought you would show up when I was in need But you only show up when everything's easy... You stabbed me in my back I can't lie (I can't lie) You didn't even care enough to try (Not to try no) You made me feel like I wasn't right... to... love.. you...