Family

Always been around man never left me Most important in my life yea thats my family Up and down rollercoaster always feelin scary God damn man i feel wary Back to where it started Going thru the worst But no matter what man always came up first Wonder why being different is like being ignored Friends having all the shit that i cant afford Growin up wanting to be loved Getting it all but yea u know that I feel none Was too young to realize That it wasnt all finalized And somehow i always feel like im scrutinized Dont get me wrong, I live a good life Its just hard living life its like im playing dice Idc how u put it i dont trust anybody So get out my way ima go get my money Double T double J, A thats my family Double T double J, A thats my family Bar mitzva time 13 feeling lost Omg yea i Wonder how much that cost Finissin on the court Saying ima make it pour The rocks on the floor Kickin em right thru the door Mama dont worry ima get there Make my bands Ill go hard everyday and take care of the fam Contemplatin, frustratin Not knowin the flow All i had on me was my fucking jew fro Friends i left behind keepin me strong Rae and i yea u know that we got that bond Sorry i wasnt there.  for the rough times what can i do about it Hearing all the stories apologizin but you smilin 8 aunts man love em to death No matter what happens always rememeber to respect Theyll give u everything they have even there last breath Just like that one girl who always used to play Macbeth Double T double J, A thats my family Double T double J, A thats my family Even thru the fights and screams never let it interfere Family above all man its the only thing guaranteed