For You

Baby girl I'm so ashamed Could've had my last name I left you in the cold Hurting in your soul Played your heart Like it's all a game You saw me so different Looked at me w tunnel vision Said all you need is a family just having fun with our kids and I could've gave it all to you I chose to make the wrong move Now I'm sitting here in solitude Thinking about you Fuckin up my mood That's honestly the least I deserve For all the times I ain't put you first My heavy words and my outbursts And all the times that they left you hurt Baby girl I'm so ashamed For all the things that I could've changed And introducing you to my pain Babygirl I'm so ashamed For never taking any of the blame I should've put you in a wedding ring Said baby girl I'm so ashamed that I Couldn't try harder for you At the time you were too much for me Now I'm wishing I had more of you Baby ain't that some shit I was making assumptions So convinced you was running around but you were out here doing nothing I know I lack potential Putting strain on your mental It's a lot to ask for Baby can we see if this is what we're meant for If not that's understandable I was too much to handle Had this fire up inside of me Kept burning you like a candle Baby girl I'm so ashamed