HYENAS

I'm depressed, everybody on my neck, I can't express Weight up on my shoulders, wish I tear them out my socket Launch em off just like a rocket, they hit me with that bop it, stop it Why don't you just cut it, explain what you mean? I'm just rockin, how can I communicate, I need to alleviate, ease the pain Pray they understand my pain, not compare it to another, not greater, not worse It's just not the same I'm depressed, everybody on my neck, I can't express They say they understand, it's just a joke, we playin games, funny, that's why I feel I'm a handicap, walk around in my baseball cap Hide my face, hide my shame, hide my disgrace Not deserving of a fourth or a fifth place I sit in the corner counting all my disabilities Having the ability to disappear without a trace Bet you won't remember me, not my name, not my face Not deserving of your grace, uh My mind's addicted, bout to be evicted Why should you be any different, sorry for your time I've wasted Trust me I know how much a time waste is, every time I say I miss you and we should get together You hit me with a, sorry I can't do today Name some more excuses, I would love to hear them They all sound like you don't wanna hang Fine, maybe then just leave, I don't wanna hang Tell me do you feel my pain, do you feel the strain Tension builds it's strange, see me blow up from a range Hanging off a thread, let them watch me dead While my face turns red, blood rush to my head Think I'm just about dead, I'm depressed Everybody on my neck I can't express Everybody on my neck I can't express I'm depressed, many different tries All of them tell lies, here to make amends Feeling like a trend, wanna feel the end Spit on my damn face, race is just a chase Why I feel so empty, wish they could come get me Mistaken me for a friendly, they enemies befriended me Reconciliation left the station, life is out of order In and out the border, what is wrong with order Treatments getting older, mistreatments of their sons and daughters I can't stand abusive disorder, all around the border I can't stand abusive disorder, I'm depressed Everybody on my neck I can't express Everybody on my neck I can't express I'm depressed