Ambivalence

Are you ready to watch me jump inside? Are you ready to watch me challenge your lies? Are you ready for something to change? Are you ready to see me secure? What I need is new It's me No one else Who is on my side By compromise They were not ready for me to do this so fast But I did it anyway with ambivalence So securely And I did it anyway with ambivalence When it was early April and I learned the theory Everything got conflicted and dissipated My life started to change They saw it in my face Coping has never been so easy What I need is new It's me No one else Who is on my side By compromise They were not ready for me to do this so fast But I did it anyway with ambivalence So securely And I did it anyway with ambivalence When the summit was high Most weren't by my side But I had me I always have me Even when I don't think I can even breathe What I need is new It's me No one else Who is on my side By compromise They were not ready for me to do this so fast But I did it anyway with ambivalence So securely And I did it anyway with ambivalence Were you ready for this Were you ready for that What does it matter When I can't predict What will be a fact All I know is present All I know is me And that's all I need To be free To be me To be so secure They were not ready for me to do this so fast But I did it anyway with ambivalence So securely And I did it anyway with ambivalence