Phantom Obsession

The first boy I wanna mention Has eyes deep in stormy oceans With pale skin and a muscular blend His words lacerated me that summer When we met for the first time It haunts like a phantom to this day Still, for some odd reason I think about how it'd be to make love to him He's pretentious and full of greed Yet somehow, I just want him to be with me But I get it It has been years And you are just an obsession It isn't my fault My brain isn't working And you are just an obsession I dreamed The next boy I wanna mention Had black curls that lined and twined He kissed me for the first time He taught me love And it felt like the world was magic I'll never forget that the world was magic He vanished and left pain like a souvenir I see him around walking through town And if I'm honest, I'm not sure what I wanted But another hug back But I get it It has been years And you are just an obsession It isn't my fault My brain isn't working And you are just an obsession I dreamed Trust me I hate it too I hate thinking of you Will I recover Why can't you be a stranger from the past Like all the boys have been But I get it It has been years And you are just an obsession It isn't my fault My brain isn't working And you are just an obsession I dreamed But I get it It has been years And you are just an obsession It isn't my fault My brain isn't working And you are just an obsession I dreamed