Retroceded

Friday comes and I wake up I get ready for the day and put on my makeup After I brush my teeth above the sink we used to share When I leave my room, to go get food, I hop in the car and drive across the city, listening to music that reminds me of who I used to be Checking my phone after dozens of alerts, I'm on my way to my weekly therapy, don't worry - I'm likely gonna talk about you The world closed in, yet time kept going And I found a way to comprehend what you did to me On that summer day when you decided to leave me Strangers pass by, one of them including you I don't know you and you don't know me too We grew indifferent 'cause where once was we, now there's only me Struggling with the desire to retrocede, I find that my heart sinks silently My world's a little bit dreamy with tears that flow like a stormy sea Walking through the school in the afternoon Headphones on and I'm silencing the grown-ups When I show up to class, they ask how I've been, I'm always honest to them I do my homework although I tend to forget to pay attention to what an instructor says 'cause I'm focused on a student's diadem Class ends when the sun falls from the sky and on my way home, I keep getting stuck in traffic at the lights At least I have me and that's all I can rely on lately The world closed in, yet time kept going And I found a way to comprehend what you did to me On that summer day when you decided to leave me Strangers pass by, one of them including you I don't know you and you don't know me too We grew indifferent 'cause where once was we, now there's only me Struggling with the desire to retrocede, I find that my heart sinks silently My world's a little bit dreamy with tears that flow like a stormy sea Long and gone memories continue to haunt me I live my life in full control, wherever I go you're the key Because my mind spirals in disguise, and in the mirror you're standing there right next to me My evolving shape, the reason for our love's decline For in his gaze, our fortnight turned black and white as if my form was my worst crime Once cherished, now judged by the passage of time The world closed in, yet time kept going And I found a way to comprehend what you did to me On that summer day when you decided to leave me Strangers pass by, one of them including you I don't know you and you don't know me too We grew indifferent 'cause where once was we, now there's only me Struggling with the desire to retrocede, I find that my heart sinks silently My world's a little bit dreamy with tears that flow like a stormy sea