I'm Still Here

I crashed my car Just to feel my demise Don't believe what they say That I did it out of spite I've been fighting These demons inside me But I'm giving up So take what you want 25 years I swore it got better than this That's what they always portray A million more tears Solidify my fears There's no ending in sight So take my life I'd end it tonight But I'm scared of what's after this Is there something I shouldn't miss 25 years I swore it got better than this That's what they always portray A million more tears Solidify my fears There's no ending in sight So take my life I'd end it tonight But I'm scared of what's after this Is there something I shouldn't miss Is there something I shouldn't miss After all these years I'm still here Holding on to hope That you'll come back to say I'm still here