Mess to Fix

How can you disregard The feelings that I have You throw up your guard and play the cards The ones you know make me sad All the things that you said That we did I just can't seem to forget Was it it my fault After all You know I've got a guilty soul So many songs that I wrote You'll probably never know And I despair, you never cared When I say your name I struggle not to choke It's like we lived A whole life But you donned some toxic disguise When you were in my arms It's as if the whole world just stopped He's in his room callin some girl Talkin 80's rock and roll And I'm still here talkin to you You refuse to note a thing I do Now that we're done You use my feelings To make me feel numb Now the break in my heart Bleeds with the blood Running down your wrists And I struggle to forget And accept it was never my mess to fix I'll always struggle to forget And accept you were never my mess to fix