Sister and Brothers

What if I Learned to fly Flew away from here, pass the pier Finding myself along the way Do I dare Bring myself down Or try to stay happier, when life's a blur I have failed to do that as well If I say I can't make it out Then I'll lose all the good things now My sister and brothers have been there for me And my father and mother they let me speak And all of those ex friends they taught me well I got people I hold on to When it's not good for me I don't wanna lose them or deal with grief I've lost so much, why lose another piece As life passes by I see all the people They smile back but I know down deeper That they just want something more Please tell me why I feel the need to love you My body is broken with the pain but I still want to I ask around, why I attach myself I'm too good to let myself just rot So I can't keep losing what I've got My sister and brothers have been there for me And my father and mother they let me speak And all of those ex friends they taught me well I've got people I hold on to When it's not good for me I don't wanna lose them or deal with grief I've lost so much, why lose another piece I've lost so much, can't lose another me