No† Alone

You feel like you all alone But that ain't reality I've been here all by my lone Why am I so mad at me? Cause I though that i'd be gone Misery my company I've been here all all by my lone Why am I am so mad at me You feel like you all alone But that ain't reality I've been here all by my lone Why am I so mad at me? Cause I thought that i'd be on Misery my company I hear voice in my dome Why do I do this to me I thought I had too much talent But couldn't find the balance Final drips drop out my chalice In a hole looking for Alice Crime, poverty and malice Everyday I can't escape Drugs open up my palace Tell heaven it can wait Feels like i'm being blessed and cursed at the same time My energy positive but got negs on my mind I be fighting for control every verse and line But sometimes I sink in can't reach my life line Everybody's fucking broke Get money just to cope Never out the systems scopes I've been living on the ropes All I've been doing is surviving Don't look forward to shit I be on my own island Ain't even crash the ship You feel like you all alone But that ain't reality I've been here all by my lone Why am I so mad at me? Cause I though that i'd be gone Misery my company I've been here all all by my lone Why am I am so mad at me You feel like you all alone But that ain't reality I've been here all by my lone Why am I so mad at me? Cause I thought that i'd be on Misery my company I hear voice in my dome Why do I do this to me I tell my mama I be good But I be lying I cant fast forward success But I be trying I feel like this is the end So I keep smiling The creepers reaching out now I must remain silent Don't want it to exists Good pussy my only bliss And a shorty to vibe with But I never trust a bitch For my partner plead the fif Don't get caught up on stupid shit Pass the limit in the whip Enduring another trip My thoughts leaking out From my head to defeat This venom on my skin Feels familiar to me A victim to my needs As I'm inhaling this weed In the shadows look deep You not so alone to me