For If I Am Still Alive

I'm watching the clock as it is tick tockin' Can I steal your time, baby put it in a pocket I don't study science but I pop off like a rocket NASA gave me creds you can ride up in my cockpit Mission never achieved but I'm taking all my time Listen to my elders, history ain't gon' rewind Miss the good days, shout out to the 05' 17 Years later, I'm on a different grind On some Drake shit Started from the bottom where I used to feel basic Now I got a job that can take me to places Different vibes, different times I need to try, need to try To make it out in the big big world It's me my friends, family, and girl I don't need diamonds, gold, gifts, or pearls Cause I got a gift I'll show it to the world There's a lot on my mind, and I know I got time But I just can't help but think Hope that I can feel alive, feel alive I know that I feel alive, feel alive And the trauma brings pain I can't take that away So I just try to make a way Hope that I can be alive, be alive Hope that I am still alive, still alive These hating ass niggas on this ice like they're Frozone Burning through the time, warm it up like its cocoa I don't even know where I really gotta go go Come up on this journey with me, we can go in slow mo' I've been trying to change for a minute now I've been trying to change for the better now I ain't going to wait for something to happen I'm done sitting round' Think about the actions and how they've affected other people now Pitter patter pitter patter, rain sounds Sitting in my room, Lo-fi pounds I count to three Different voices, I'll tell you what I see Mom yelling at me saying that I can't leave Dad telling me things that make my heart bleed My sister feeling like I'm only full of greed But I'll change that, yes I will make it Take the crowd on as I take the stage next There's a lot on my mind, and I know I got time But I just can't help but think Hope that I can feel alive, feel alive I know that I feel alive, feel alive And the trauma brings pain I can't take that away So I just try to make a way Hope that I can be alive, be alive Hope that I am still alive, still alive