Going Numb

I'm going numb Thought I'd overcome I'm in so much pain I can't tell anyone It's a lonely game that I have never one I won't make it thru Finding love in abuse I'm going numb Thought I'd overcome I'm in so much pain I can't tell anyone It's a lonely game that I have never one I won't make it thru Finding love in abuse Im going numb I've been holding something deep inside It controls my life And it makes all of my days feel just as Dark as my nights It could be my last day I would say I'm doing alright Cuz it's been so long I had the strength now i dont know if I can hold on Cuz every time I'm doing right it seems to go wrong I need relief but when it hit me it was too strong Now I don't wanna move on I been stuck for too long Missing everyone before they go Push away because my heart is cold I've been feeling so alone it's best they don't know I'm going numb Thought I'd overcome I'm in so much pain I can't tell anyone It's a lonely game that I have never one I won't make it thru Finding love in abuse