lol i looked up a brockhampton type beat

Live a double life In one I paint a picture, other I pay the price Friends looking after me like "What you doin' tonight?" I just give 'em empty words, look for a J and a light Nah Some days I wonder why I should give a damn Then I pick myself up remind me I'm the man Then she sent me pictures, not part of no plan But she like to keep it freaky I'm her only fans Nah She say she being honest If I'm being honest I don't think she'd keep the promise And if we're being honest, nah we ain't talkin' nonsense How you looking hella acute while we smoking that chronic? Ha Shit, I 'unno Maybe all we can hope for in life is not to spend it alone Find somebody else to spend it who spends it alone Who I can speak to lightly when she pick up the phone Cause when the final curtain close Is this a dual production or a one man show? What kinda influence will I leave? I 'unno Just hope my funeral's sold out and they fill the overflow Prob'ly won't Yeah I know that But I be down here changing worlds like a glove snap See her take a pic she print it out like a kodak And she better delete that shit before I see her post that But she post that Yeah she post that And I be falling victim to her pitch just like a voice crack Bitches acting shy they sleeping on me like a coy nap So I'm about to finish with this shit I'm talkin no cap