Life

I'm afraid to lose it I'm afraid to keep it I'm afraid to have it I'm afraid to leave it But that's my life I can't lose you like I did before I don't wanna hurt you but inside I'm torn I'm needing your love, girl, I'm needing your touch But the stress you've been feeling is more than too much And I know that you've often been distant from me I can't tell what you want, I can't tell what you need I've been trying to fix it but I can't believe That I'll be enough, baby you should just leave I made my mistakes and it all went to waste And I fucked my shit up, it blew up in my face, yeah I wish I could erase But I'm afraid to lose it I'm afraid to keep it I'm afraid to have it I'm afraid to leave it But that's my life I hate the past 'Cause it brings the tears I can't face the future Without you here In my life And I know that you've often been distant from me I can't tell what you want, I can't tell what you need I'm trying to fix it but I can't believe That I'll be enough, but just listen to me I know that it seems like this never could work I'm scared half to death 'cause I'm so far from perfect Promise I'll give you my all, you're my purpose Don't have much to give, but to me, girl, you're worth it Ever since the day we met, couldn't get you out of my head Trying my best to keep it on the low, but no matter what I did I couldn't keep my mouth closed, Goddamn, I'm exposed Murder is word she wrote, 'cause sometimes it just kills my soul That I can't hold you close, 'cause you're the one I care for most Girl, you know it ain't no joke, yeah, you feel like home But I think I'm at an all time low, I just wanna take you home But right now I know I gotta maintain my tone Sadboy is the man I wrote, I don't have no hope I'm afraid to lose it I'm afraid to keep it I'm afraid to have it I'm afraid to leave it But that's my life I hate the past 'Cause it brings the tears I can't face the future Without you here In my life I'm afraid to lose it I'm afraid to keep it I'm afraid to have it I'm afraid to leave it But that's my life Yeah I hate the past 'Cause it fuels my fears And I can't get though this Without you here, no In my life