breaking

Anything That I do Pisses me off greatly Yeah, even when I'm breathing Talking To myself That I will be just fine But I know it's all lies Oh oh Oh oh Oh oh Oh Right now Sitting alone No one in here to perceive me But still wanting to look pretty Lights are off So there's no reason To cry out and let myself bleed No reflection can be seen I would do anything To be her, skinny I'm so sorry Rather be unhealthy To feel more worthy I know it is selfish of me No, I don't wanna be Unreasonably Inconsiderate I'm also sick of it My brain is the enemy Please show me some lenity Mirrors breaking Pacing and shaking Shattering when I glance at them Cuts and bruises tell I can't win Tears are falling Silent calling Seek for help, but hit a wall Seek for God but choose to fall Oh oh Oh oh Oh oh Oh I would do anything To be her, skinny I'm so sorry Rather be unhealthy To feel more worthy I know it is selfish of me No, I don't wanna be Unreasonably Inconsiderate I'm also sick of it My brain is the enemy Please show me some lenity No, I don't want your pity I don't want you to feel sorry Friendly with this wicked feeling Constantly with my head reeling Craving the perfect body Ignoring what it does to me Sending me in constant spiral Thoughts so heavy, it feels so cruel Anything That I do Pisses me off greatly Even when I'm breathing Knowing The struggle's never-ending Seeing myself decay is hard Always being first to break apart Breaking apart Breaking apart