Coin Flip

I start every day in auto pilot My mind tells me how to feel, I have no control In a car driving on the highway Passenger sit, tied-up, blindfolded I have no impact at all, I have no control no Today may be happy Today may feel great Today may be crappy Guess it's up to fate Some days, I wake up and feel just fine Some days, I gotta get up and fight The will to stay in my bed all day The depression in my DNA Some days, I wake up and feel just fine Some days, I gotta get up and fight My intrusive thoughts invading me My past trauma coming back my way I was born not feeling okay Baby brain start troubling me Two days after I came into this world, yeah Already triggered the sadness in my blood, yeah Here we are Twenty-two years later I've never felt better A sword of damocles over head Begging the odds to ever be in my favor Today may be happy Today may feel great Today may be crappy Guess it's up to fate Some days, I wake up and feel just fine Some days, I gotta get up and fight The will to stay in my bed all day The depression in my DNA Some days, I wake up and feel just fine Some days, I gotta get up and fight My intrusive thoughts invading me My past trauma coming back my way Flip a coin but don't pick a side Heads, I'm feeling okay Tails, I just wanna die, oh Every day's another fight for my life Depression in my veins Makes my lose my mind, oh Flip a coin but don't pick a side Heads, I'm feeling okay Tails, I just wanna die, oh Flip a coin but don't pick a side Flip a coin but don't pick a side Some days, I wake up and feel just fine Some days, I gotta get up and fight The will to stay in my bed all day The depression in my DNA Some days, I wake up and feel just fine Some days, I gotta get up and fight My intrusive thoughts invading me My past trauma coming back my way Some days, I wake up and feel just fine Some days, I gotta get up and fight The will to stay in my bed all day The depression in my DNA Some days, I wake up and feel just fine Some days, I gotta get up and fight My intrusive thoughts invading me My past trauma coming back my way