Sound Check

Yeah Dee You asking questions and I’m tryna figure out the message Our time is precious can’t believe that I let this shit affect us I know I'm sounding fake Ha, when I call you babe You acting reckless, you throw your necklace, leave in your Lexus See this the reason why I lied Knew this shit would wreck us As I apologize maybe that could reconnect us Im looking in your eyes see myself in the reflections And girl this stress is weighing heavy on my solar plexus Confessions, expressions, I’m feeling your aggression Obsessions, depression, all due to my transgressions You’d think the last time I did this shit I'd learn my lesson Took all your love with you begging for the repossession I'm talking to you but you locked your heart up in a safe I see your tears but refuse to look me face to face You screaming at me let that other bitch take your place Saying sorry babe I'm sorry it ended up this way I know your done baby moving right on to the next She screaming why’d you play me swear that it was only sex But now I see your gone I'm sitting home alone It's got me rationalizing thinking its for the best I'm blowing up your phone not responding to my text What I did was wrong don’t leave me all in this mess Not picking up your phone And all I hears a tone It’s really me talking give my heart a sound check Argumentative attentive to everything I say And as I’m finishing menacing looks all on your face My chance diminishing grimacing as I seal my fate These drugs I take administering the pain away I remember the date, time, you walked away All this clubbing and late nights don’t ease the pain Doing shows and straight flights I can’t complain But my soul's grave site nothings remains Confessions, expressions, I’m feeling your aggression Obsessions, depression, all due to my transgressions You’d think the last time I did this shit I'd learn my lesson Took all your love with you begging for the repossession Im talking to you but you locked your heart up in a safe I see your tears but refuse to look me face to face You screaming at me let that other bitch take your place Saying sorry babe I'm sorry it ended up this way I know your done baby moving right on to the next She screaming why’d you play me swear that it was only sex But now I see your gone I'm sitting home alone It's got me rationalizing thinking its for the best I'm blowing up your phone not responding to my text What I did was wrong don’t leave me lost all in a mess Not picking up your phone And all I hears a tone It’s really me talking give my heart a sound check In this mess In this mess In this mess This is why I should’ve never confessed In this mess In this mess In this mess Did I really do what’s for best Not picking up your phone And all I hears a tone It’s really me talking give my heart a sound check