Heaven or Hell

No one told me there's heaven or hell If I gave up would you be there still If you broke my heart would I be right there Smoke all my weed I don't care if it kills No one told me there's heaven or hell If I gave up would you be there still If you broke my heart would I be right there Smoke all my weed I don't care if it kills I'm too fast like NASCAR These girls come I blast off I bossed up I grew up I moved up I can't stop This endless heartbreak is something I can not control This endless heartbreak is something I am letting go I use to care what other people thought of me Looking back that's just a crazy way to think You wanna play the game and wanna pull my strings I got some coins in my back pocket you can spend I use to be sad I use to be mad Growing up I ought to be glad I gotta thank my mom and dad For showing the way To hustle and grab Those girls use to dip it and dash Use me like I wasn't human My heart got scars They did it again I boxed it up for the memories One day for the kids to see One day I'll be proud of me Cutting off my enemies and Doing it with no sympathy I got so much strength in me My music gave me everything I can't go back I'm living life the way I was supposed to be No one told me there's heaven or hell If I gave up would you be there still If you broke my heart would I be right there Smoke all my weed I don't care if it kills No one told me there's heaven or hell If I gave up would you be there still If you broke my heart would I be right there Smoke all my weed I don't care if it kills You wanna see me knocked down You wanna see me clocked out You wanna see my heart get broken So I never feel now I don't fear the other side If I die I'm alive Put your tears aside My heart doing just fine So don't call me up Cause I'm not interested In all your stories And all your guilt trips You'll just bore me And baby I ain't into it Your words are bs So can we finish this And I know Why you got a knife and you drove Why you close the door on our home You were no good I didn't know I let you lie and cry On my shoulders In the nighttime Terrified I would always be a lifeline Who was mine to help me get my life right I was mine To make sure I would die right No one told me there's heaven or hell If I gave up would you be there still If you broke my heart would I be right there Smoke all my weed I don't care if it kills No one told me there's heaven or hell If I gave up would you be there still If you broke my heart would I be right there Smoke all my weed I don't care if it kills